Paralyzed.....Hope...Fear.....

Theres so much going on today, tomorrow, this week. So much I need to be doing and I can't seem to make myself move. Its almost like being paralyzed by.....something.....but I don't know what. Fear maybe......hope.....both......is that even possible? I don't know. I don't know anything at this point in my day, in my life....except that I love my family and I am loved by Jesus, and even though I don't know whats going to happen, HE does. I wish I could say that brought me some kind of comfort, but I would be lying. I think I have OCD when it comes to my kids, I can't seem to let go, I have to be in control and know whats going on at all times. I'm faced with a situation now where I don't know whats going on, what's going to happen and I don't like it, not one bit! At the same time there is so much going on in the world that I kinda feel guilty for the way I have been acting and treating the people around me.

For example...Baby Stellan http://www.mycharmingkids.net/ is having surgery today to try and fix his little heart. ( I pray that everything is going well and his doctors are able to do the best they can to help him )
Or baby April http://www.littleoneapril.blogspot.com/ I can't imagine what her parents are going through right now.


In comparison my problems don't seem nearly as bad..........at least that's what I keep telling myself as I sit here, unmoving, for what seems like hours.... I pray for peace , I pray for knowledge and understanding...won't you pray too?

Busy Week

This week is going to be such a crazy week. The Classic Truckers & Cruisers car show is this weekend. Don't get me wrong I LOVE the day of the show, the craziness, the chaos, the buzz in the air, all of it, but the weeks leading up to the show are, well, CRAZY. Between trying to get all the last minute paper work done, permission to close the streets, notifications to all businesses, advertisements blah blah blah....its never ending! In the end it is so worth every second of craziness. All the money raised from the show will be donated to the Kistler Center . What is the Kistler Center you ask? Check out the link.
http://www.kistlercenter.org/home.html
To make this week even more crazy both of my kids are going to the GHS prom, the same day as the car show! So on top of all the car club stuff I have to get done I have to fit in prom stuff too, I just wanna scream!!
Come out Friday night to the kick off party. Listen to some good music and have fun with friends, then come back Saturday and make this the best car show ever, and raise some money to help the kids.